Tuesday, June 27, 2006
3:03 pm
hey everyone.. something happened yesterday that i really really want to praise God despite bringing me through this. yes. it was something real horrible and it happened during the examination.
yesterday morning. i was already feeling real real horrible when i was about to go to school. felt really really sick but i didn't want to miss any of the examinations as it will affect my promotional grades. and think about it. if i took it all alone. with the teacher staring right at me. i'll be super stressed that i can't even think. But thank goodness God brought my THROUGH it. haha.
had literature paper in the morning. a 3 hr straight paper. was horrible. ok the paper was fine. my brain was thinking and my brain juices were flowing. had a slight headache during the paper but i was still able to bear with it so i had to keep going on for 3 hours. no toilet no water. was a mental and physical torture .
that wasn't the worst.
then came general paper. i was feeling all miserable during the 2 hr berak in between the papers. really all miserable. i had a horrible stomach pain. and headache. i couldn't even revise my notes as i planned to do. i felt like i was about to faint any moment. and i'm serious. literally FAINT. but as mentioned, i didn't wanna leave the school missing any paper. i have to really thank my friends (remember i said most of them are believers,catholics,anglicans..etc.) they prayed for me before we proceeded to the auditorium . and to our surprise. that wasn't our venue for the examinations!!! it was supposed to be at the AVA room which was at the other END of the passageway!. i had to run with my miserable headache and stomach pain. which made me felt worst after that. i felt REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY miserable. my classmate, dawn, was saying "you must have faith!! have faith God will answer our prayer" haha. i thank God for such friends to keep me going. for a minute i was asking God what was happening. the first paper was 1.5 hr. i felt miserable the whole time. that after 15 mins i started lying on the table to write my composition. with an AWFUL AWFUL handwriting. and after 45 mins. i was hurting till i (surprisingly) start whispering a little prayer in tongues there and then. after that i was half asleep and half in pain. however, I MANAGED TO FINISHED THE PAPER! and after that paper. i had another one after that by the way. i felt much much better. i even had the time to correct a few "un-readable" words before the time was up. THANK GOD.
after that i breezed through paper 2 for GP. THANK GOD.
when was the last time u tested your faith? yesterday afternoon.after the paper. when i was home. didn't felt all that good but much better. i was unable to revise my economics for today's paper. and guess what. i managed to write 4 essays in 1.5 hrs. which i thought was an impossible task throughout the 17 years of my life. hahaha.
God is good, all the time
So when was the last time u tested your faith? =))
+lyn
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